Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Apr 18, 2010 0:10:46 GMT -6
Well, I should know better than to expect anyone but Rin upon my return. I should know better than to think my being gone will be excused, but I feel you should know why I (once again) have disappeared.
There are numerous reasons. First, One Act. We didn't so much as get alternate. We got 4th out of 4 schools, and it was the best damn show we've done in years. As a result, this sent me into a deep and uncontrollable depression. You lose interest in things you once found interesting when you are depressed, so, naturally, WnT was the first thing to go.
Second, Josh. He's this guy from another town that pulled me OUT of my depression just enough for me to give him my full attention. I practically stalked the guy, and I'm not proud of this. I was too busy talking to him or wishing I was talking to him or talking ABOUT him to even THINK about the internet.
Third, Josh. He began to notice all the attention I was giving him and, apparently, didn't like it. He ignored me for two and a half weeks. This sent me STRAIGHT back into my depression, but this time, it was worse. Now he's almost dating my best friend, and things are no bueno.
Fourth, Grandma. She's most recent. She had her gallbladder taken out Monday, and after surgery they found out she had a collapsed lung and she had to be put on a respirator and she had numerous blood clots so they had to give her a blood thinner and she's allergic to morphine but they gave it to her anyway and it made her FREAK OUT and go basically crazy. So there's that. She's still in the hospital.
Lastly, tennis. This is my new distraction. I want to get a smokin' hot body so every guy who's ever turned me down ect will go "daaaaaaamn" when I walk by in a bikini this summer. I want to step on their miserable hearts until they die. :D
So yeah. Lots of stuff that's been going on, and I know it's no excuse to abandon you guys because, even though it may not seem like it sometimes, you ARE real people and it's wrong of me to leave you hanging like that. So I'm sorry (again).
There are numerous reasons. First, One Act. We didn't so much as get alternate. We got 4th out of 4 schools, and it was the best damn show we've done in years. As a result, this sent me into a deep and uncontrollable depression. You lose interest in things you once found interesting when you are depressed, so, naturally, WnT was the first thing to go.
Second, Josh. He's this guy from another town that pulled me OUT of my depression just enough for me to give him my full attention. I practically stalked the guy, and I'm not proud of this. I was too busy talking to him or wishing I was talking to him or talking ABOUT him to even THINK about the internet.
Third, Josh. He began to notice all the attention I was giving him and, apparently, didn't like it. He ignored me for two and a half weeks. This sent me STRAIGHT back into my depression, but this time, it was worse. Now he's almost dating my best friend, and things are no bueno.
Fourth, Grandma. She's most recent. She had her gallbladder taken out Monday, and after surgery they found out she had a collapsed lung and she had to be put on a respirator and she had numerous blood clots so they had to give her a blood thinner and she's allergic to morphine but they gave it to her anyway and it made her FREAK OUT and go basically crazy. So there's that. She's still in the hospital.
Lastly, tennis. This is my new distraction. I want to get a smokin' hot body so every guy who's ever turned me down ect will go "daaaaaaamn" when I walk by in a bikini this summer. I want to step on their miserable hearts until they die. :D
So yeah. Lots of stuff that's been going on, and I know it's no excuse to abandon you guys because, even though it may not seem like it sometimes, you ARE real people and it's wrong of me to leave you hanging like that. So I'm sorry (again).
